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Lockdown My Gran


Behind the window,
my gran she clasps
onto life in the home
with hugs unknown.

I peer through the glass,
inside she despairs
the care assistant stares
I think I swear.

*****y covid-19
and plastic screens
daily visits with my mask
and wall of glass.

Gran looks paler,
the care home her jailor
I can't say I love you
but kisses I blew.

I visited again,
on Sunday morning
until her death
and last gasped breath.

No chance to say goodbye,
In the bed she did die
Undignified end
for gran my best friend.

I think 'gran' every day,
thoughts in my head
It's helpful I find
to write down my mind. 

Susie
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